Amar maa khub sundor ar boyash praya 48 bachar. Amar 25. Maaer stan duto bisal phola phola ar chola. Pacha o khub baro. Amar dharana chilo maaer sarir theke jouban chole geche. Amar dharana je bhul sheta bujte parlam Digha berate giye. Amar baba nei, ami jakhan college er Ist year e pari takhan mara jaye. Pujor par maake niye Digha berate gelam. Digha pouche ekta hotel e uthlam. Room e giye maa amake ballo chan kore nie ki balish. Ami ballam tai karo. Dekhi maa amar samne sari khule blouse khule darie hat tule chul er khopa bandte laglo. Ami maaer bishal jhola jhola mai ar bogol bharti chul dekhe abak ar ballam maa tomar bogole khub chul. Maa bollo keno chul to sabar e thake, keno tor nei. Ami bollam na mane amar o ache kintu meyera chul kamiye phele. Maa amake jiggesh korlo tui ki kore janli. Ami bollam amar bondu boleche. Tor bondhu ki kore janlo. Ami ballam amar bondhu to or mayer bogoler chul kamiye dey. Maa bollo tui baksho theke ekta saya ar blouse ar ekta sari bar kor, ami chan kore ele tui chan kore nibi. Ei bole maa ekta choto shishi kandher bag theke bar korlo. Shishi theke tel niye maa sarire makhte laglo. Dekhe amar khub ichche korlo maaer sarir chatkate. Ami bollam maa ami tomer phithe tel diye debo. Maa bollo de bhaloi hay. Ami tel niye maaer phite lagate suru kotlam. Ki naram maaer sarir. Ami phithe lagate lagate bollam maa hat tolo side e tel malish kari aram pabe. Maa hat tultei ami tel niye mayer bogole lagiye dudh e lagate lagate bollam maa tomar dudh gulo ki bar ar naram. Maa bollo tui choto belay amar dudh duto niye ja kortish ki bolbo. Ki kortam maa ami jiggesh korlam. Maa bollo tui jakhan hoye chilish takhan amar buke khub dudh hoye chilo. Tui kheye o shesh korte parti na. Ar tui ja ashabhbho chele chilish ki bolbo ekta khetish ar ekta chatkatish. Tai naki ta ekhon khete dao na keno. Maa bollo pagol er katha suno, ekhon ki amar buke dudh ache je tui khabi. Ami bollam ki bolcho maa eto sundor ar boro boro tomar mai duto nishchay dudh bhara ache. Amake tumi bhalo basho na tai dudh khaote chao na. Maa bollo dhur palog chele, toke bhalobashi na tai haye, tor jakhan icha tui kheye dhekh dudh ache kina. Ai sune ami make tene niye bed er kache giye bichanay boshe maaer dudhe mukh dubiye diye adar korte laglam. Dekhi maaer bota duto sakto haye geche. Amii ekta botha jibh diye chat te laglam. Maa arame ah ki karchish sona, ki aram re tor adore. Ami kichukhan pala kore maaer bota duto chatlam. Tarpar ekta bota mukhe pure chushte laglam. Maa arame amar matha chepe dhore bollo kha sona kha dudh kheye amake aram de. Ami pala kore mai khete laglam. Ar bollam maa tomar dudh gulo ki sundor ar naram. Maa aram hochche. Maa ah ah korte laglo. Ami bujte parlam maaer sarir amar adore sara dichche. Ami maaer mai kamre chushe make adar korte laglam ar maao arame bolte laglo – khub aram hochche re amar, ami ar parchi na, tui ja korchish ami pagol hoye jabo. Na na emon korish na. Maa mukhe bolche na na kintu amake charche na, arro jore chepe dhore rekheche. Ami ar samay nashto na kore maaer saya uthie pacha bhalo kore tiplam, ar ekta hat diye maaer gude angul dhukie dilam, maaer gud to rashe bhore geche. Amar angul dhuktei maa pa phak kore dilo jate ami bhalo kore gud khechte pari. Ami tinte angul dhukie maaer gud khechte laglam ar mai chushte laglam. Maa gongate suru korlo – Sonare ami more jabo ki aram re, ami ar parchi na. tui amake kor kor ja khushi kar. Maaer jakhan charam abastha, ami make chere diye uthe darie bara ta bar kore make dhariye dilam . Maa amar lingo ta niye palog er moto adar korte laglo ar chosha suru korlo. Dhire dhire make bichanay suiye dilam ar maaer payer dike mukh kore saya uthiye gud kaoya suru korlam. Maa amar bara chushe choleche. Ar ami maaer gude jibh dhukiye diye maaer kot chushte laglam. Kichkhukhan por maa amar mukhe guder rash dhele dilo ar ami o maar mukhe bijjo pat korla. Dijone uthe bashlam, maa lajja lajja much kore bollo tui khub ashabhbho hoyechis. Ami bollam maa aram peyecho kina. Maa bollo tui aram pash ni. Ami bollom maa tumi amake ja aram dile ki bolbo. Ma uthe giye ekta gamcha niye amar much ta muche dilo ar ami o maar much ta muche dilam. Maa bollo ami chan korte jachchi. Ami thik karlam maake chudbo. Maake bollam cholo amra dujone akshange chan kori. Maa kichu na bole bathroom e dhuke gelo kintu door lock korla na. Ami ar samay nashto na kore langto abashta tei bathroom e dhuke chitkeni lagiye dilam. Ar make pichan theke jariye dhore mai duto niye chatkate laglam. Maa kichu na bole chup kore amar adar khete laglo. Ami maaer saya dari tan mere khule dilam. Maa ulango hoye gelo. Maa bollo char sona char kapor gulo bhijiye dei. Tatakhone amar bara ta abar dariye sakto hoye maaer pacha khaje chepe dharlam Maa bollo kire ota abar dariye geche, ki chay. Ami bollam dekhone maa sona ta abar tomar adar khete chaiche. Maa bollo thik ache de ami adar kore dei. Ei bole maa ghure darie amar bara ta chatka te laglo ar bollo ki sundor re tor bara ta, tor babar double. Ami bollam maa tomake khub aram debe. Maa amar ta adar korche ar ami maaer gude angul dhukiye maaer hit uthate laglam. Maa kam palog hoye bollo dekhi sona tor bara ta kemon aram day amake. Bole maa amar bara ta niye gude ghoste laglo. Ami make bollam maa ghure pachata uthiye dhoro tomake bhalo kore chudi. Sune maa ghure giye jhuke kaler upar support diye pachata jatata sambhab uthiye amar bara gude neoyar jonno ready holo. Ami ar deri na kore thatano bara ta maaer guder mukhe ghose eta thap marlam. Bara ta rashalo gude aram se dhuke gelo ar maa arame sikar diye uthlo. Ami prothome aram se thapate laglam. Tarpar jore jore maake chudte laglam. Maa sitkar diye bolte laglo – chod sona amake chude aram de. Kotodin chodon khai ni re sona. Ami thapate thapate mayer gude ras dhele dilam, kintu takhono bara ta thatano thakate thapiye challam. Tarpar chudte chudte maaer gude tinbar bijjo pat korlam. Maa o arame thap khete khete ras charlo. Tarpar maa amake joriye dhore bollo – tui amake khub aram diyechish sona. Ami bollam maa tomar sarire ekhon o ki jouban. Maa bollo amar sarir anek din upashi chilo. Aj tui amake chude amar sarir o mon bhariye diyechish. Ami bollam maa toma ke khub bhalobashi ar tomake chude khub aram dite chai. Maa bollo dish sona tor je bhabe mon chaye se bhabe chudish. Tarpar amara chan korlam, maaer stan, gud sara sarire saban makhalam, maa o amake saban makhalo. Dupure khaoya daoyar par maake abar lengto kore khub chudlam.
