Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Ammu Ke Prothombar


ammur abbur shathe divorce houyer pore ammu nanu abrite thake. ami shomoy pele ammur akche jeye ek dui din theke ashi. tokhon chilo shiter din. ami nana barite gelam ammur kache. rate shubo, ammu ar ami ek bichanay. choda chudir shuchona - ammu ekta kol balish ammur ar amar majhkhane rekhe dilen. lite off, dujonei epash opash korchi. ek shomoy ghum ashe gelo. hotath modho rate amar ghum venge gelo, dekhi amar hath ammur blouser niche chole geche automatic, ghumer modhye ami ammu ke joryie dhorechi, tokhon ami hath baire niye ashi, ammu shathe shathe peshab korte gelo, tar mane ammu jege chilo, amar ektu kharab laglo, najani ghumer ghore ammuke ki na ki korechi. ammu eshe shuilo, light off kora, hothath kheal korlam ammur nishash amar gale lagche, tar mane ki ammur nak amar mukher ekdom kache? aro age thekei to choto bonke chude ashchi, ami to kono shuog charar chele noi, chance nilam ei vebe je jodi ammur nak amar mukher ek dum kache hoi tahole amar thoth ta ektu egie dei, jodi tai hoy tobe onayoshe ammur thoth chute parbe, ar jod ektu ghuria amar jihba ta agia ekta leon dilam, ar shonge shonge amar jihbar aga ta ammur naker phuddite dhuke gelo, tar mane ami shure aj ammuke chude phelbo, ar ammuo bodhoy amar shamne eshe chinta korchilo je she amar choda khabe ki khabe na, tarpor ammu kono shobdo korlona, ammur naker phuddi theke jihbata ber kore ammu mukhe jihbata dhulia dilam, oh she ki gondho, amar jibone karo mukh chushe eto shukh paini jeta ammur mukh theke peyechi, ekjon boyoshko mohilar bashi mukher gondho ta ki rokom je peyeche shi bujhe, ammu kintu ekdom chupchap, onek khon ammur thoth chushlam, ebar ammu prothom kotha bollo phish pish kore, ammu - ei tomar ta ber korona ami - ota to tumi ber korbe ammu amar lungi ek tane khule phello ami - ammu bloujta khulo ammu - acha ammu ekto boshe blouj ar bra khule phello, ek hate ammur dudh dhora jayna, dui hathe ek dudh dhorte hoy ammu - dudher bota chosho ami - tomar eta bola lagbe na ami ammur boro niple chushte alglam aste aste niche namla, ammur navita boro gorter moto, shekhane kotokhon chuma dialm, tarpor shuru korlam ammur voda chosa, prothom chosha ditei ammu prothom barer moto awaj diye kotha bollo, uuuuuuuffffffffffff, aamur nak phule gelo, ammu - tui egulo kothai shikhechishhhhhhh ami - boi pore ami ammur vodar phultate ekta jore chosha ditei ammu baka hoye gelo, bollo ammu - shudhu boi pore eto expart kibhabe holi ami - keno tomar meyeder chude ammu - to amake eto din chudoshnai ken? ami - eito ami amar lokhi ammur voda chushchi tarpor ammur vodar dui thuth fak kore amar mukh ektu vitore nie ekta jore chosha dilam ar ket ket kore onek bijla pani ammur voda theke beria ashlo, ammu ekdum baka hoye amar chul chepe dhorlo, bollo ammu - ebar dhuka ami - acha ammu bolei ami ammur vodai amar dhonta ekjore dhukie dilam ekdom aramei dhuke gelo amar dhonta ammur vodai ammur voda die eto phena ber hochilo je amar bichi shoho beye beye porte laglo ammu ekdom janoarer moto shobdo kore nishash niche, ar ami onek jore jore thapiye jachi, ammu ekhon tar mukh kharab kora shuru korlo ammu - chodmaranir pola ei choda tui shikhli koi ammu - khankir polay or maire kemne thapaitase ammu - ami jantam ei polayi ekdin amar vodar kamrani mojaibo ami - chidmarani chillaishna, ajka chuidda tor eto diner vodar chulkani mojaiya dimu ami - tore pet banaiya charmu ami - tor bachar baap homu ami - emun choda chudmu tore tui shudhu chokhe amar shona chara kichu dekhbi na ammu - chod chod, vodar bera fataiya phala, tore ami pete dhorchi, tui amare na chudle ki tor mamay amare chudbo ni?

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