Amar Ma, Mani Dadu, Daini abong Aro Kichu.

Station jokhon garita thamlo tokhon raat ekta ekta hobe. Ekta buro lokke dekhlam station ek dhare dariye chilo. Amader namte dekhe amader kachhe aste laglo. Baba loktake dekhe chechiye uthlo-"rabi kaku!". Burota dhukte dhukte elo ar bollo-"sunil baba taratari cholo" ebong sutkesh ta hate niye egiye chollo.amra or pichon pichon jete laglam.baba bollo-"train onek deri koreche aaj!".rabi bollo-"sabsamay kore" ebong mar buke bonke suye thakte dekhe bollo-"khuki ghumachhe!".ma muchki heshe bollo-"bhagyis ghumachhe...jege thakle kede kede matha kharap kore dey..".amra ghorar garite chepetagbog kore andhakar raasta diye egiye chollam.garir jhakunite boner ghum bhenge gelo ebong kaadte laglo.baba-"uf ....abar jege geche...oke thamao bonani".ami bollam-'ami kole ni".ma muchki hese bollo"na sona...ei garir jhakunite tomar hath theke pore jabe."ma boner kanna thamanor chesta korlo kintu bon kedei chollo.seshe amar dike takiye bollo-"bubai...tumi ektu odike takao...tomar bonke ektu dudh khawabo....".ami birokto hoyemukhta odike korlam.ma blouseta kichuta khule nijer dandikerduduta bar korloebong bon ke dudh khawate laglo.

Kichukhyoner madhye ghorar garita ekta boro barir samne ese daralo.dekhe mone holo ek purono amler rajbari.bangali dalan...ek purono jamidar barir chap royeche.rabi-"sunil babu amra ese gechi...".ma barir charpase andhakar dekhe jigyes korlo-"ei barite keyu thake ki...eto andhokar".rabi-"ke thakbe...sunil babu apni to sob janeni....madhab babu...arthat apnar pita konodino ei barite thakeni...jara thake hochhe mani babu...ami..kanta or kantar ma..".ma babar dike takiye bollo-"kanta.."...rabi bollo-"kanta amar meye"...bole chitkar kore dakte laglo..."kanta o kantar ma...dekho ke eseche....". Ekjon madhyo bosko mahilo arekjon 18-20 bochorer meye ghor theke beriye elo. Amader dekhe jigyesh korlo-"ke era".rabi-"arre chinte parcho na...sunil babu o tar bou chele meyeke niye ekhane thakte eseche..."kanta bollo--"arre madhab babur chele sunil...mani babu dekhle khub khushi hobe...".ma abar babr dike takiye jigyes korlo-"achha mani babu ta ke".baba bollo-"cholo bhetore giye sob bolchi". Amra malpatro niye ekta ghore uthlam.ghor noye, hol ghor.amader bichana banano chilo.ami suye porlam.amar pashe kathay bon suye chilo.ma maxi pore chul achrate achrate bollo-"mani babu ta ke bolle na to?"baba-"ha mani babu hochhe ...tomar sashurer dada".ma-"kono dino to or kotha amay janoni...".baba bollo-"amar dadu naki manibabur make **** korechilo...ebong tar prothom cheleke khun korechilo..".ma mukh ghuriye bollo-"mane"...baba-"mane...ja tumi bujhbe....tarpor naki dadu okhan theke paliye sohore chole jaye nijer bouke niye...tarpor amader kono contact nei...ei poribarer sathe".ma-"ar ekhon...tumi nilojyer moto ei barite thakte esecho...".baba-"nahole ke thakbe...ami to ekmatro bansadhar ei barir....".ma-"manibabur kono chele meye nei".baba-"babar mukhe sunechi...mani babu khub hinsro...ek prokarer unmad bolte paro".ma-"ei rabi kakur paribar onar dekha sona kore".baba-"hmmm...." P

Porerdin belay uthe puro baritar ase pase ghurlam. Barikhana ase pashe dudhare bagan ar pichone ekta pukur.barir niche ducharte ghor dekhe mone holo eksamay ekhane prachur lokjon asto....gaan bajna hoto.gghurte ghurte ekta gudam ghore gelam sekhane onek aka chobi. Sob kota chobi praye ek mahilar chobi. Mohila ta dekhe mone holo kono kobir kolpona. Tana chok, golapi thot ...sobi ardhartik chilo. Ekta chobite dekhlam ekta bachha cheler sathe bose ache oi mohilata. Hothat babar golar ayoyag pelam. Amake dakche.baba kache jete baba bollo-"chollo mani daur sathe dekha kore asi".rabi amader ke chader chilkothar ek ghore niye gelo.sei ghore tala lagano chilo.tala khulte khulte rabi bollo-"bujhtei parchenpaglamor jonyo sarboda ghor bandha rakhte hoye" gorer dorja khultei dekhlam ghorta andhakar...ghorer sob janla bondho...ebong oi andhakarer bhetor theke ek purus manusher gonganir ayoyag asche..rabi kaku gorer bhetore dhuklo ebong janlata khullo.dekhlam ekta khater dasay chain diye bedhe rakha royeche ek boyosko lokke....paloyaner moto chehara loktir.rabi kakur dike takiye bollo-"tumi kake amar ghore dhukiyecho....".rabi- "babu eder chinte parchen na...e hochhe madhab babur chele sunil babuar uni hochhe onar stri" ar amar dike takiye bollo-"ar e hochhe onar chele....ekta misti meyeo achhe eder".baba giye pranam korlo kintu mani dadaur chok sarbaoda mar dike chilo.ma giye jokhon pranam korlo...mar chuler upor haat bolate bolate mar gaal khana chepe dhorlo.mani-"tomar naam ki".ma manibabur kach theke nijeke soriye niye bollo-"bonani".mar mukh chok laal chilo...ebong se tokhonat ghor theke chole gelo.baba ingit kore bojhalo pranam korte.ami egiye giye pranam korlam.amar dike takiye jigyesh korlo-"naam ki". Loktar chokher takanor theke kotha bola porjonto nongara nongra lagchilo. Ami bollam-"aditya".mani-"boyes koto".ami bollam -"dos".mani dadu babar dike takiye jigyesh korlo-"kokhon ele tomra".baba-"ei kaal ratre...apni ghumiye chilen bole disturb korini".

Bikale ma babake bolte sunlam-"tomar mani kaku takano...bhabh bhangi khub nongra". Baba-"amar bosser theke bhalo...je bhabhe tomar pichone porechilo...chakrita charte holo....ar ekhn kono upay nei...ekhanei thakte hobe...mani kaku hochhe takshal....age ei sampati or hath theke likhiye nite hobe...tarpor sob thik hoye jabe...".ma bollo-"kintu erokom achoron ami sajya korbo na..."baba-" ekta jinish bujhcho na keno...mani kaku mentally retarded...ei sob jinish patta dite nei".ma matha nere dhirgo niswas fello.

Ratre sobar jonyo amake ekta alada ghor deyo holo.sohore ami alada sutam.ghorta sundor holeo khub sundar chilo. Ekta janla diye barir pichoner pukurta dekha jeto.kintu ei sundor ghorta nistobdhe bhuture bhuture lagchilo.hothat mone holokono sada chayaghorer ei pranto theke oi prante chole gelo..dekhe amar buk kepe uthlo.mone holo chayata chromoso amar kache egiye asche.tarpor ja dekhlam tate gola sukiye gelo.sakale gudam ghore je cheletar chobi dekhechilam sei cheleta amar samne dariye achhe.ami bhoy peye aste kore bole uthlam-"ke tumi?".cheleti amay bollo-"bhoy peyo na...ami tomar kono khoti korbo na...tomader sudhu bolte esechi tomra ekhan theke beriye jao...".ami bollam -"keno".cheleti bollo-" ei barir mani sankar manush noye...ekta danob...or chokh tomar mayer upor poreche...o tomar mayer bishal khoti korte chalche....tr bone ke boli debe".ami-"mane". Cheleti-"ei danob take bandha darja theke mukto koreche bindu masi".ami kapte kapte bollam-"tumi ke? Tumi ki bolcho...ami kichu bujhte parchi na".cheleti-"ami ek atripta atma...eksamay ami e barir chele chilam...amake bali deyo hoyechilo...ei bandha darja kholar jonyo..." tarpor amar dike takiye bollo-"tumi sunte chao ki ghotechilo ei barite...."

Cheleti galpo suru korlo-" amar naam ajay. Amar babar naam bishnu sen. Amar mar naam anupama sen. Tomar babar dadu arthat amar kaka chilo arun kumar sen.amar babar sathe amar mar 15 bochor boyesher parthokyo chilo.18 bochor boyeshe amar babar sathe mar biye hoye ar 19 bochor boyeshe amay janma dey.amar ek thakuma chilo naam sabitri devi. Se khub bhalo basto kintu kakar mar sathe ga ghese dekha ekdom pochondo korto ba. Amar ma dekhte apurba sundori chilo. Thakuma sarbada make nijer chokhe chokhe rakhto.ma thakumake prochondo bhoy peto.nijer choto cheleke kichhu bolbar tar sahosh chilo na...kintu sarbada make eka pele khub gaalagal korto."chenali magi....ektu to lojja saram rakh....deorer hather choya sarire lagle ekdom rendi hoye jas". Ma esob sune kadto kintu kayuke kichhu bolto na.ma kaka somoboyoshi chilo ebong biyer por thekei babar theke kakar sathe besi galpo korto.kaka mar chobite puro ghor bhoriye diyechilo.samayer sathe thakumar ei sob achorone kakar theke dure sore gelo.kintu kaka eki rokom chilo.thakumake se naki bolechilo se mar ditiyo bor hote chaye.tarpor thakuma se ki kannakati...seshe kaka thakumar morji anujay suparna ke biye korlo.kakar biyer pore mao haf chere bachlo.jai hk sob thik thak chalchilo...ekdin amader barite dujon lok thakte elo...ekjon rudro arekjon bindu. Rudro hochhe ekjon paloyan.amader samay jamidarer sakti bolte ei paloyan ra chilo...kono kichhu bibad lagle ei paloyan ra judhyo korte jeto, emonki jamidarer bari erai pahara dito. Rudro babar joto paloyan chilo tader modhye sobar cheye saktisali chilo. Amader dalane agunti paloyaner hat pa bhengeche ei rudro.ma majhe madhye rudrar marpit dekhte asto . Ma jotobar rudrar marpit dekhte jeto, rudra ke dekhtam hishro hoye jeto marpiter samay....keyu samne darate parto na. Bindu hochhe kajer masi. Amader buro masi more jabar por oke natun masi hisabe ana holo.gayer rang chilokoylar moto kalo ar chokh duto chilo kota.dekhle kalo biral maone hoto.amader barir sob jhier kaaj korto ebong uporer chil kothar ghorethakto.onyo masira oke bhoy korto ebong make bolte suntam-" natun jhita bhalo nago boudi...era kintu barir khoti korte pare".ma ei sob kotha uriye dito ebong bolto "toder ei sob kotha jeno sahurir kane jeno na pouchay..."

Ar odike make soja kore suiye diye thai duto alada kore du dike soriye rudra mar sarirer upor uthlo ebong nijer komor khana mar dui thaiyer majhe set korlo.rudra ekta hath mar kadhe chepe dhorlo ebong arekta hath barar mundi te rakhlo.mar guder duare barar mundikhana set kore ekta mridyu thap ditei ma "uf" kore uthlo.mar guder duar kichuta khule rudrar barar mundir prothamso ta lagano chilo.rudra nijer duhat mar kadher dupase rekhe aste thela dite laglo.ekta boro ram thap diye barata kichuta ansha mar gude gete dilo.ma bathaye kakiye uthlo...mago babaogo korte laglo.rudra mar sarirer upor nijer sarir kichuta namalo ebong prothom barer moto barakhana purota dhukiye mukh obdhi bar korlo.khub aste aste korlo eta ebong dujoner golar awaz sune mone holo dujonei khub aram peyeche.ma ha kore dekhte laglo kibhabhe rudrer barakhana tar guder futoy dhukche ar berachhe ebong galar bhetor theke ekrokom tikhno batha laga aaa...aaaa awaz bar korte laglo.rudra thapate thapate mar maikhana chotkate laglo.bota chuste laglo. Ma dui hat rudrer kadher upor rekhe pa duto komorer upor tule diye thap khachhilo.kichukhyon por erokom thap khete khete ma bollo-"rudra amar komore prochondo batha korche tomar bharta sorao."ma duhat diye rudrer kadhe thela dite laglo.rudra tokhon mayer maier bota chuschilo, daat diye mayer mai kamre mar pith dhore nijer pa duto choriye make nijer kole bosalo ebong dhote chumu khete khete bollo-"ei tukuni te batha hochhe...ekhono to puro raat baki".ma rudro buk chepe dhore thap khete khete bollo-"sara raat jokhon bhebhe rekhecho...tahole khn ektu bisram nao". Bole rudro ke thele suye dilo.rudra ebar suye porlo ebong ma rudrer komorer upor pacha duto thetle bose roilo.rudra suye suye amar bose thaka nangta ma ke dekhte laglo.mar sara sarir ghame chak chak korchilo.ma-"rudra tumi jokhon amake moydane namiye judho ghosona korecho, amio dekhiye dite chai ami sahaje harar patri noi..."ma nijer khola chul khana khopa banate banate bollo-"ami onyo paloyander moto komjor noi je sahaje tomar kache har manbo...".rudra-"ami tomar kache harte chai boudi".

Ma rudrer barar komor nachate laglo.kichukhyon korar por hapiye uthlo.... Jore nisway nite nite bollo-"bindu tumi bubaike niyeamar ghore soy giye...rudra ar ami aaj tomar kathe sobo".rudra tumi muchki hese bollo-"dada jodi ese jaye..".ma chup hoye gelo.mar thai te haat bolate bolate bollo-"chinta koro na ....bindu ki jonyo royeche...tai amader jonyo bindur aaj kono ghum nai...".bindu-"emni te samner dorja to bondho...".ma-"bubai thik achhe to...bindu".bindu-"o...ghumache..".ma-"o ke soyar ghore niye jao na...".mar komor chepe rudra bollo-"sona! Bubaier kotha charo...tomar natun santaner kotha bhabho ja aaj theke noy mas por tomar pet fuliye debe."poch poch kore make nich theke thapate lagalo.ma uh...aah korte korte komor nachiye nachiye tolothap dite laglo.poch poch...thap thap awaz pawa jachilo pardar opar theke. Ma kichukhyon pore ah ah kore rudrer buke suye porlo.dekhlam rudrer barar gaye sada sada ki jeno lege royeche.ma chokh bondhe kore aste aste bolte laglo-"rudra tomar asim khomota...tomar purusotyer kache amake matha noto korte hoyeche...tomar purusango amay samaj sami sob bhuliye diyeche...ami mone rakhbo aaj ratrer ek ek muhurta ...kintu tumi aaj amay ma baniyo na...ami samaje amr mukh dekhate parbo na....".rudra muchki hese bollo-"tomar bachar baap hoya amar kache amar purusotyer samman...tomar moto ek sundari ke chude amar kaam jibone ek natun adhyay khulte chalchi"."ami tahole sabai ke ki bolbo"ma bolle uthlo"ami jani tomar ek birjer dana amake garbhabati bananor khomota rakhe.".rudra mar thoter kache nijer thot niye ekta chumi dilo ebong kaner kachhe mukh niye ese bollo-"tumi tomar sami ke bojhabe jebhabhe suparna debi nijer samike bujhiyeche".ma bole uthlo-"tumi suparna ke charoni".rudro-"ek kustir laraiyer por...o amar kachhe eschilo".tarpor mar gale jhib buliye bollo-"ami ratner pichone chute...kacher pichone noye" bindu ebar khulita hate niye almarir dorjar samne ki ekta chure martei almarir dorja khule gelo.bhetorta puro andhakar.dekhei buk kepe uthlo. Pordar odike make ager posture suye diye rudra make ramthap dewa suru korlo.ek ekta ram thape ma rudrar pith akre dhorchilo. Bindu ki ekta bichiri awaz bar korlo mukh theke.ma ar rudra dujonei takalo amader pordar dike tarpor almarir bhetor theke kalo andhakar chaya moto ki ekta beriye gelo ebong pordar o pare chole gelo.rudra ar ma dujone chitkar uthlo.jinis ta rudror bhetore dhuke gelo ebong rudro morar moton mar buke porlo. Bindu ki ekta bichiri awaz bar korlo mukh theke.ma ar rudra dujonei takalo amader pordar dike tarpor almarir bhetor theke kalo andhakar chaya moto ki ekta beriye gelo ebong pordar o pare chole gelo.rudra ar ma dujone chitkar uthlo.jinis ta rudror bhetore dhuke gelo ebong rudro morar moton mar buke porlo.ma chitkar kore uthlo.rudra ke dhakka diye soriye diye , rudrar barakhana nijer gud theke soranor chesta korte laglo. Rudra chok mele takalo....rudrar chok duta lal hoye achhe..ebong mukh theke ek bikrito hasi berate laglo.ma bole uthlo-"rudra,ki hoyeche tomar...tomar mukh chokh erokom dekhache keno".rudra mar komor khana chepe dhore jhore jhore thapate laglo.mar ayu ayu se ki chitkar.mone holo nunukhana mar gobhir kono jaygadhakka marchilo.rudra-"ei ne....amar birjyo gath tor gude....bindu boli de cheletar....".mar chokh mukh bhoy nil hoye gelo....se tar jora lege thaka gudta rudrer barar kach theke mukto korte parlo na....porda chire chitkar korte laglo....bindu amake amar mayer samne hottya korlo thik sei samay jokhon rudra birjo mar guder bhetor boye cholchilo."

Cheleti bollo-"bindu ekjon daini chilo...se amader barite thakte esechilo...bindur mul amader barir dhokar uddyeso chilo tar debata ek asurke kono manobir santan hoye janma dite ebong ek sishur boli debar dorkar chilo ei kaje....se make ke choose korechilo sei manobi hisabe ebong amake boli debar jonyo choose korechilo...se sei asur ke tar almarir ek bandha darjate lukiye rakhto.....se samayer sathe rudro ke nijer bose kore....rudrar sapna chilo ma ke nijer kamonar sikar bananor....bindu seta janto...tai se rudra ke tar kaje babohar kore...rudra sei danober kotha janto na....sei rate sambhoger seshe...se rudra ke khun kore ebong tar sarire danob ke asroy dey....erpor danob hisebe rudra mar gude birjyo fele..oi birje mar powati hoye..erpor se mar pod mare.....sei rate arun sen, amar kaka barite ase tokhon make agyan hoye pore thakte dekhe ebong rudra ke chatachati korte dekhe....khepe giye se shabol diye rudra khun kore...kintu se bojhe na rudra agei mrito ebong se bindur fade pa felche....barir sobai aste bindu ek natun kahini sabaike sonalo....arun kumar sen tar boudike dharsan kore ebong tar cheleke khun kore...rudra take badha dite chai...ebong se takeo khun kore sabol diye...amar baba bishnu sen tar bhai ke hattya korar egiye ase....kintu suparna debir jonyo arun sen rakhya paye...ebong tara bari chere chole jaye.

Ma erpore ar kono dino sabhabhik hote pareni....ebong bindu take sabhabhik hote deyni....mani babu ke janma diye tini mara jan.mani babu hochhe sei sytaner chele...ar tar ekhn morar samay eseche...sei asur abar ek manobi khujche...ebong ebar tara tomar make choose koreche...ebong sishu hisabe tomar bonke choose koreche...ei barir sobai milito...rabi dadu, tar bou,tar meye keyu bhalo noye.....tomra ekhn theke chole jayo".

Cheleti-"tomra ekhn theke chole jayo........tomra ekhn theke chole jayo.......tomra ekhn theke chole jayo...." bolte bolte andhakare miliye gelo.

Ami cheletake khujte laglam.khujte khujte niche baba mar sobar ghorer kache chole gelam.dekhlam ghorer dhokar darjata bandha ebong tarpor ja drishyo dekhlam tate amar chakhyu sthir hoye gelo.manibabu ma babar sobar ghorer pichoner janla diye uki marche.sobhar ghore ma ar babake ek kathar bhetore kachlakachli korte dekhlam.baba niche soja suye chilo ar ma babar kadhe matha rekhe upor hoye suye chilo.kathar bhetor theke bojha jachilo babar hathkhana mar poder charpase ghurchilo.kathar bhetore dujone je langto huye suye chilo seta bojha jachhilo.baba-"koto din por korlam bolo to".ma-"tumi idaning kintu khub asabhyo hoye jachho...ei rokom condom kotha theke pao bolo...ja sursuri lagchilo...kono rokom bhabhe nijeke samlachilam...ek samay to bhoy lagchilo mamuni amader awaz sune jeno na uthe jaye...".baba-"asabhyo hote ektu bhalo lage...tumi ki rokom premik chao...sabhyo na asabhyo".ma babar dike adorer chokhe takiye bollo-"bichanay sami ektu asabhyo holeo mana jaye".baba-"ami jodi arektu asabhyo hoyi".ma-"mane".baba-"amake ektu tomar buker dudh chakte debe..".ma muhurter madhye rege gelo-"chi...chi...tumi erokom niche namte paro...tumi to dekhi tomar bosser moto hoye jachho...tumi jano ami ei sob jinis pochondo korina...".bole babake dhakka diye pas fire suye porlo.baba mar gaye hath diye bollo-"ki holo...rege gele".ma khit khit kore uthlo-"amake chuyo na...amay sute dao...".baba bhoy ar mar gaye hath dilo na.ei sob drishyo dekhte dekhte mani daduke dekhlam nijer barar upor hath bolate. Porer din sakale ami oi gudam ghore abar gelam ebong sei chobigulo dekhte laglam.emon samay mone holo amar kaner samne ke jeno bole uthlo-"aaj amabashya aajke tomar babake baire jete baron koro". Golar awazta sune mone kal rate sei cheletar gola.ami bhoy gudam ghor theke beriye gelam.

Amar kal rate ghotona ma ar babake bola hoyni.cheletir chokhe dekha ghotonati bojhar khomota amar chilo na. Kintu sudhu bujhte perechilam cheleti hotya kora hoyechilo ebong tar mayer sarbanash kora hoyechilo.ei barir lokera, rabi dadu, tar family,mani dadu keyu bhalo na.bhabhlam ma ke giye sob boli kintu mar ar babar oi obosthyay suye thakar drishyo je ami dekhechi ta bolte ami sahosh pelam na.mar hathe mar khawar bhoy chilo.baire astei dekhte parlam baba garite chepe kothay beriye gelo.ami doure giye ma babar sobar ghore gelam.dekhlam ma almarite kapor jama bar kore kanta (rabi dadur meyer) hathe dichhe.bolche-"egulo samle niye kachte jas...onek dami kapor achhe...".kanta ghor theke beriye jetei ami mar kache giye bollam-"baba kothay gelo?'.ma-"baba ektu kajer jonyo baire geche...bikele firbe".ami-"ma, ei barir keyu bhalo noye".ma chokh kuchke amar dike takiye bollo-"toke ei sob bhul bhal kotha ke boleche bolto".ami aste aste make bollam-"ei barite bhut ache...ami kal rate dekhechi".ma amake dhomok diye bollo-"ki aje baje bokchis...ki hoyeche tr".mar dhomok kheye amar buk kepe uthlo.emn samay ghore kantar ma dhuklo, bollo-"mani babu ektu apnake dakche...".ma-"mani babu ke giye bolo ami aschi..".ma amar dike chokher bhongite jigyes korlo ki hoyeche.ami ki bolbo bujhte pere uthlam na, tobu ami aste bole uthlam-"mani dadu bhalo na.".ma-'son, mani dadu kharap hok ba bhalo hok...amader ke ekhane thakte hobe...tr babar ekhn chakri nei...amar samne ja kichu bolchis...bol...kintu bhul koreo bairer loker samne e kotha bolis na.."

Ma-"ami mani dadur sathe dekha kore aschi...tui tr bon ke dekh" bole ma ghor theke beriye gelo.ami boner pase giye boslam kintu bhetore ek adbhut rokom asasthi hote laglo.ami bonke eka rekhe upor ghore chut dilam.

Dekhlam ma mani dadur ghore dhuklo.ma ghore dukhtei mani dadu kantar make bollo-"tumi ektu baire jao..amar ektu boumar sathe kotha achhe...".manidadur ghor theke kanatar ma beriye jete mani dadu bollo-"bou ma boso, tomar sathe kichu kotha achhe." kantar ma beriye jabar por darjata bondho kore dilo...ebong khil mere dilo.